I'm back! This has been a long time
coming. It's been a while since the last time I posted here (a whole summer to
be exact.). I don't know I just feel like so much has happened over the last
few months and I really just didn't know how to word it all. There's just been
this huge block in my mind of what I should be writing about and that kind of
set me off course. But I miss this blog, this is where I started and I just
miss coming here and writing about anything. There are so many drafts that I've
written and have not published that will probably stay unpublished. I just feel
like I wasn't writing the way I originally planned to and everything became too
forced or written out of spite. And I've learned to not regret anything that I
do anymore and not take things to heart as much. So much has happened this
summer that I will post about later on when I have time. I'm happy to announce
that the reason that I don’t have that much time anymore in that I recently got
an internship for GlamST. If you don't know what GlamST is you should click here to go to
my second blog I have several posts about it. GlamST a startup company
that's been building up for the past two years now and they launch at the end
of September. What it basically is it's a virtual makeup makeover for when you want to go to the store
or order online for all the known beauty products. But the twist is if you
upload a head-shot of yourself the generator will actually let you test out all
the products to see how it would look on you. Then you don't have to test numerous
amounts of makeup on your skin at stores. Also avoid ordering the wrong shades/products
online. It's quick, it's easy and as soon as your done finding what you need
you can actually check out and buy it right on the site. I think it's an insane
idea there are so many cool features so everyone should definitely go check I
out there'll be a link at the bottom. I'll explain more of what I'm going to do
for them another day before this turns into a sponsored post. Moving on I
started school today (or yesterday I guess considering it's almost four in the
morning). And honestly I hope I'm not jinxing myself by saying this but I feel
pretty good about this school year. There's a weird shift of energy and I can't
seem to put my finger on but everything seems more relaxed this year. With
everyone focusing on college and classes (which I barely have) there isn't any
time for pettiness. Let me explain what I mean by that. Senior year is
basically the " I don't give a f*** year" (excuse my language). When
you really think about it after this year I may never see a good majority of
these people again. So there's really no point in stressing about drama or what’s
going on between whom. Because we're all so involved with ourselves and
colleges and stress that no one really has time to care. There are some things
that are more important than others and I guess learning to let go is a huge
factor in all this. I want to enjoy this year as much as possible. It's my last
year doing theater and any sort of acting ever. Last year to spend time with my
friends and family ( who I'll obviously still see just not everyday like I
normally would). And weirdly my last year with my senior class who I've spent
the last 3 years of my life with. So it's weird and everything's changing and
I'm getting ready for the actual beginning of my life. Because everything I've done until now will
mean absolutely nothing next year and that scares the crap out of me. But
hey that’s' life and we just have to learn to deal with it. Anyways I will talk
to you all (or myself because I'm still not convinced anyone's reading)
sometime next week. Byyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Xxxxx.
-Ayssatou
PS: Here are the links again to the GlamST site
there'll be a big media launch at the end of the month so keep your eyes
peeled. And a link to my second blog because a lot of the things that I'm doing
for them will be on there. See you soon <3 x.
