Side Note: I realized today how far behind this story really is and so much has happened since then. So I'll fast forward through the summer. Also yesterday was a special day and I'm happy I shared it with my friends. Anyways last two parts of summer here we go....
Fast Forward:(The last two weeks)
Okay the last two weeks after that day is a blurred rush in my mind. It felt like we had all the time in the world and that's how we were acting. But those weeks went by very quickly. And everything was so light and easy going but at the same time really intense and emotional. The more time I spent with him the more I really liked him. We were moving really fast and there was a point where I realized how much time we really had left. And I guess I was kind of distancing myself those last few days. I just didn't want it to affect me when he left. And he could sense that but at the same time he wanted to spend as much time with me as possible. So now this is the part that's going to sound bad but NOTHING HAPPENED. Okay so I'm not really that sheltered at home because my mom does let me go out and stuff. But what she never let me do before was go to a sleepover. And I've had a best friend for almost 8 years now, who my mom considers to be like her own daughter. And I wasn't thinking much when I did this. So I beg my mom to let me have a sleepover to my "best friends house".And she actually let me go. I used my one and only sleep over card and I stayed with him. Okay before any assumptions are made I swear to this blog nothing happened that day. It was the day before he left and we literally ate junk food watched movies and talked until dawn. (Insomniac problems). After you spend that much time with someone you begin to feel a comfortable routine. And that's what we had those two weeks a steady routine, a steady rythm. But it was coming to an end. And I had to deal with it. So now the morning after.....
xxxx.
- Ayssatou
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