Connection is like the never growing link to a long relationship no matter who its with. Now I have a huge problem with connection because sometimes you can have an amazing connection with someone you barely even know but the question is where do you go from there ? Its hard to find that one connection with someone who is exactly like you but different. While you're a rain cloud to the world he's the umbrella that brings you sunshine. No matter how much you fight it and say " don't get attached, don't get attached" its hard when you've already discovered that connection. I've discovered that connection and its then most painful thing I've ever experienced. Now I just don't know what to do. I went from being emotionally detached to extremely attached and I hate it. I'll tell you the details of this story later, well when I'm ready. For now I just have to keep living with it I guess. Most days I just want to lock my door crawl into a ball and stay there. But I have to keep moving forward. I have to get up get ready and go to school. Each and everyday I have to keep pretending that I'm okay and maybe one day I will be.....
xxxx.
- Ayssatou
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