Sorry I forgot to say Happy Thanks Giving so...... happy thanks giving. I'm not usually a huge grouch on holidays (that's a lie but I usually like thanksgiving). What started out to be a Bert productive eat my feelings day turned out to be a I really hate to be around my family day. Not fun. Anyways I took a job house sitting for four days because I wanted to be away from my family and boy that karma. My mom was against it and blah blah and I sent her an email that single handedly ruined out relationship. Then she, instead of talking to me gave me the silent treatment ignored me and then emailed me the next day. Stating that she "hears me" but still left it up to my older brother to decide for her -_- . And he was okay with it on the condition that I take my cousin with me (annoying). Even that I accepted though. What I dont except is that my mom is so scared about everyone else's reaction and her family power reputation or some stupid shut like that, that she went out of her way to lie about where I was to my grandmother. Because of that I had to get back home at ten this morning (which I was okay with) to help pack. To help pack for a house that I never saw, didn't know about and was not included in any decision even though I'll be the only one in there in a few months. Now it's fucking twelve and thanks giving is apparently still going on here and my mother decides that I can't leave because I would be putting her in a "situation" if I left. Like what the actual fuck I'm your child not theirs get your shit together your the oldest why the hell are you of all people afraid of what your brothers would say ? I hate this family so much. No ones morals or intentions are ever in the right place and the only way I could ever escape the stupidity gene that's apparently flowing through these people I have to leave. Yes running away from myfily and leaving Nj is my solution to everything. Accept it.
xxxx.
- Ayssatou
PA: HAPPY THANKSGIVING IM SORRY IM SUCH A DOWNER I HOPE YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES HAVE HAD A GOOD ONE AND MAY YOUR LIFE NEVER SUCK AS MINE DOES.
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