ME PART ONE....

So I can't sleep so I might as well right about me.. [ cause I obviously don't write enough about myself -_-] Any who this is me....

Things About Me

- I AM SIXTEEN YEARS OLD

- MY FAVORITE COLOR IS COLOR BECAUSE IT DEPENDS ON THE DAY/MY MOOD/ WHATEVER MY OUTFIT IS

- I AM AN INSOMNIAC

- I'M ALLERGIC TO NATURE PEANUTS, POSSIBLY CHOCOLATE AND I BELIEVE A SELECT AMOUNT OF PEOPLE

- I AM BI-POLAR AS HELL

- I AM IN DENIAL ABOUT BEING BI-POLAR

- I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN I WANT TO BE

- EVERY LITTLE THING ANNOYS ME AND I TRY TO HIDE IT DAILY

- I HATE MILK AND ANY WARM DRINK BUT I LOVE ANYTHING MADE OUT OF MILK AND I THINK THAT IF A BRITISH BOY EVER OFFERED ME TEA I'D DRINK IT IN A HEART BEAT

- I LIKE TO WRITE IN ALL CAPS

- I AM UNCLEAR ABOUT MY FUTURE BUT I KNOW THAT I WANT TO DO SOMETHING IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY

- MY FATHER IS AN INSOMNIAC

-THAT IS THE ONLY THING ME AND MY FATHER HAVE IN COMMON

- I AM AFRAID OF ANYTHING WITH A PENIS

- THE IDEA OF TAKING TO BOYS SCARE ME BUT I'M ACTUALLY REALLY FLIRTY SO I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT WORKS IT JUST DOES

- GIRLS THAT ARE PRETTIER THAN ME INTIMIDATE ME 

- EVERY GIRL INTIMIDATES ME

- I TRY TO ACT LIKE I'M OKAY WITH EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME BUT A MAJORITY OF THE THINGS ACTUALLY REALLY HURT MY FEELINGS AND THEN I GO HOME AND CRY LIKE A BABY ABOUT THEM

- I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE DOESNT LIKE ME

- I KNOW WHY I DON'T LIKE ME BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THAT

- I ALMOST THREW UP WHEN A BOY TOLD ME HE LOVED ME

- INSTEAD I KISSED HIM

- I THINK I'M FAT AND THAT WHOEVER TELLS ME I'M NOT IS A LIAR

- I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER 

- I USED TO GO HOME AND THROW UP ALL THE FAST FOOD I ATE WITH MY FRIENDS BUT THEN I GOT REALLY SICK AND SCARED SO I STOPPED DOING IT

- I'VE TRIED ALCOHOL ONCE, BUT I DIDN'T LIKE IT

- I'VE TRIED DRUGS ONCE BUT IT WASN'T MY FAULT AND I PROMISED MYSELF NEVER AGAIN BECAUSE I'M BETTER THAN THAT

- I WAS IN A DARK PLACE LAST YEAR

- I AM IN A BETTER PLACE NOW

- I LOVE MYSELF A LOT MORE THAN I EVER HAD BEFORE

- I FEEL MORE ACCEPTING OF LIFE

- I BELIEVE MY FRIENDS SAVED MY LIFE

- THERE WAS A TIME I WANTED TO DIE

- BUT NOW ALL I WANT TO DO IS LIVE

- I LEARNED THAT LIFE WAS WORTH FIGHTING FOR

- SOMEONE I TRUST TAUGHT ME TO MOVE FORWARD

- ALL I BELIEVE IN NOW IS THAT IT WILL GET BETTER

- AND IT HAS