The Perfect Guy Part Two.....

Side note:
I just took a PSAT class online and literally it made me realize how screwed I actually am for my SAT. -__- anyways....

"What's wrong is that I like you." And after a few beats he said...... .. 

[5/4/2013 12:59:40 AM] Yves Becker: :) and youre too cute

[5/4/2013 12:59:56 AM] Yves Becker: Im not perfect at all, nobodys perfect

[5/4/2013 1:01:15 AM] Yves Becker: And the big big problem is that we live 6hours from eachother...:/ so even if i liiike you, maybe that i even love you(; we only can be friends... You understand? Because i dont think its possible for us when it comes to distance and seeing each other.

So at this point I was defeated. It was like I knew where he was coming from but it wouldn't register. Ever get that feeling when you know someone is right but you just don't want to accept it. But you have to anyways because it won't change the fact that they're right ? This was me at the time and I didn't know what to do. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't really upset after that and that it wasn't hard to talk to him. Wow it's actually weird to think that this only happened in May. But anyways so I kept talking to him for awhile after that because all in all he was still a great person to talk to. Like i said sometimes it's easier to tell a stranger you're problems than you're friends. And that's how I realized why it's  a good thing that he's so far away. Because now there's this guy in the world that knows every detail about me and that's scary. I kept thinking to myself "Thank God I can't meet him he knows everything what the hell would we even talking about ?" So here I am now it's August I've had this insanely busy summer of working and Stage Managing and ect... And I get this.

[8/4/2013 1:03:04 AM] Yves Becker: And have i already told you?

[8/4/2013 1:06:24 AM] Yves Becker: I'm coming to NY with my family this week :)

 WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. [ Excuse my french] So obviously I was full on freaking out.

And then I....

xxxx.

- Ayssatou

PS: This story is actually really long so I'll write a part every week Baiiiiiiiii :)